walk with me

Walk with me, the path of life,

to explore every bend of the road
Enjoy with me the beauty of life,
along its wonderful way

Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find strength with me, in each other's strength,
when despair lies in wait


Laugh with me, a single true laugh,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear,
to understand true happiness

Cherish with me, the wonders of life,
as they need to be preserved
Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,
of what is yet to be

Find peace with me, in each other's souls,
when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, in each other's hearts,
until this life has been fulfilled

And when the path comes to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of true love,
our love came from within.

you leave , one came right away...

I know my limits , and stop saying i have tooo much guy friends to be with you . excuse excuse .Well , leave me i dont care , when you left , one came right away anyway . I dont wanna answer bullshits each time i go out w my friends . please oh please . is that the best excuse you can give ? imma flirt ? if i was one would i still be single ? would i still go out with many friends other that guys ? please , use you brain okay ? if you have one , cause im sure you dont . even if you have one , you never did use it huh ? if you never wanted it , all you had to do was say....


i'd like to make myself believe , that love existed with only truths in it..... (u)

great lies

(And this is ryan's new pic which he ask me whether its nice and i said "its damn cool ryan!")

I did a great job by pushing you away , i know a guy who is not good fr me when he hurted me . well , we're not even in a relationship right now and i dont care...ive got over my ex fr you which i waited fr 234 days , and i have great news , i got over you and him . Sorry wont cure aything okay ???? you just dont get it do you ? You know , i regret every single moment when i said i love it .
                                                                ps , you know i hate you .
                                                                                                               xoxo ,
                                                                                                                           rawrrita

BIRTHDAY IQA!

HAPPY BIRTHAY IQAMARISHKA ! <3

MAY ALL YOUR MISHES COME TRUE ! AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH GIRL! BIRHTDAY GIFT WILL BE GIVEN ON THE 5TH OF JAN , SORRY LATE ! PAY 4TH :)

You were never what i thought you would be , please dont be so over sensitive . boys.

and , i have to find a date on 31st , anyone ???

reached my limit

Baby where you ? you never text me the whole day . I miss you . Call me okay ??? Im sorry fr what i said yesterday . Never mean it okay ? I love you , you know i do right?

Remember when you said , "i love you fr who you are lah sweety . dont worry..."

Till here , im ending this wait

To you , i love you , do you even realise that ? please , i know . and im definitely moving on now , i'll always remember you as the person who make me smile , ps , im gonna miss those times we had and , i'll always love you .Im ending this wait cause i just got to know it aint worth waiting any longer . Perhaps , i need time to even get into a relationship.

you used to me my world and my number one guy , but now he took your place in every single thing and i kinda hate it but somehow like it . yknow what i mean ?

231 days ; will i end ?

Hey i missed you , where ever you are, i wanna see your face , i wanna talk to you and hear your voice . Even though we are not together , ps , i just miss you for no particular reason , i miss you , eddy .

Meeting sweety fr breakfast at 9.30 today! yay! yes yes , i love him . hahahahah.

promise me you are happy okay ? then i am.(for the person in the first paragraph).

Ryan Sullivan :)

ryan's old hair , he already cut it . :(

Hey peeps , see that guy over there , he's a friend from facebook and yes , he's from america! hawt aye ? Too bad , hes so far away . Chatted w him at fb few moments ago . but sadly his mum told him to clean his room so we couldnt chat fr long . :) .

me> hey ryan !

ryan> sup?

me> just bored .

ryan> yeah , me too .

me>hahaa .

ryan> is sinagapore fun ?

me> ya , kinda . not so many places to go to .

ryan> alrighty , wanna know somethin ?

me> ???

ryan> youre my first singapore friend ! :-)

me> thats a shock ! hahaa

ryan> lol

ryan>oh god , i got to go now .

ryan> my mums nagging .

me> why ?

ryan> i have to clean my room !

me> ouh okay then ! takecare ! :)

ryan> will definitely miss chatting with you syaheraah .

ryan>alrighty , takecare .

ryan> and youre cute ! :-)

me> awww , thanks , talk to you soon !

(i typed this whole conversation out from facebook ! )

So, finally, i never felt this happy before yknow! i got to go too , takecare peeps !

226 days / fun

Everything was never as it seems , ps , 226 days still waiting....

i know you know , that im sorry , i never meant to hurt you . <3

225 days

Sometimes love comes around , when it gets around , somehow its gonna knock us down . I wish you were who i thought you would be ,its like i keep on waiting at the back of the line every single day... i close my eyes as i reminicse your heart surrounded by mine...thats love , you never get anything you expected it to be...

220 days

I talked , laughed, joked in many ways . I give you advises that would probably put all your pain away . You're just stubborn what can i say ? Perhaps she still loves you, you should give it a try , cause me here , dont wanna see you cry . I care , i worry , cause the truth is , i still love you whole heartedly. This 220 days i can take it , but will it end in a waste one day ? I promised i swore , its just that it hurts more and more . I know you know , can you at least say something , i just dont want the 300th day to come and i still keep on bragging . Everything i say or typed is all bout you , why you ? i dont even know the reason too . I dazed and dreamed of all the times we fought , and i even giggled about it with that thought . As i went by memory lane , i took a stop and cries , cause there was when 349 was not alive . It ended w a huge misunderstandings , i never wanted it to happened but alll those rumours came and you never trusted me . I cried many days , and loud , so that you can hear my cries out loud . But you never heard it, cause another she came in your way . She was preety , and perhaps better than me , and now i know it was never about your aunty . Those beautiful eyes beat mine , and the lovely figure she has was such a shine . I was happy for you , but sadly i know i was heartbroken all this days . And i even heard you say , i dont care . That was when you stabbed me so deep , but still my feelings ere to deep to release it . I have no idea why was it so strong now than before , is it true when people say that love comes and go anyway ? I wanna proof that saying is wrong , how about one day you and me proof it wrong ?
I know you would say i dont know what to say . well, nevermind its okay . Im just typing all ive been wanting to say , and last but not least , i love you anyways .

I want that perfect fairytales where there are happy endings anyway... <3

219 days

If I saw you today and you told me you've really changed
If you told me you were sorry and it kills you to know how much you've hurt me.
If you begged or my forgiveness and you wanted to make it up to me by making me only happy from now on,
Nothing would be something you've never promised me before
But would I be able to turn you down?

If I told you yes and that I've never stopped loving you, and how I've been wishing every day that you'd never left
If I took you back again and forgave ally our mistakes, would I be making a huge mistake of my own?
Would you love me and leave me like so many times I remember?
Would you leave me broken hearted and confused?
Would I be mad at myself for believing your lies, but even still, be wishing you were by my side?

But if I turned you away and finally chose to love me first, instead of loving you so blindly
If I told you I was done with you and all your stupid sorry's because I already know how it would end
Would it be the only time that these were your honest feelings?
Would I be turning down what I've waited for, for years?
Would this be my one chance to make you mine forever
And if it was, would I be able to tell?

If you were being honest, and I just couldn't see, and I told you I couldn't be with you
Would I find someone who could make me as happy, loving me with everything they had, as you made me never loving me at all?

I wish I knew the answers to how it all would go
But even more than that, I wish that I could be as happy as I was when I never had you .

Ps , you know i still do , and i know you read my blog every single day .

217 days

Remember when we were so in LOVE?
I do, because you were the one I could trust.
Remember when you would hold me tight?
I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night.
Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things?
I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing!
Remember when our love was so strong?
I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong.
Remember when you said you loved me?
I do, I had a great feeling come to me.
Remember when you said you wouldn't lie?
I do, because when i found out all i did was cry.
Remember when you broke my heart?
I do, because you tore my world apart
Remember when you said if we break-up we can still be friends?
I tried but you thought i wanted you back so we had to end.
I took you for granted, I thought I had you,
But I didn't instead I ended up loosing you.
You treated me wrong after we broke-up,
How could you?, all i ever wanted to do was make up.
This is the last time you'll hear from me,
Well, unless you be a man and apologize so we can agree.
Life's too short we live what we can,
Just remember call me if you need a hand.

seventh month four days

Im really pissed off w some peple right now . They make my mood go down down . gawsh , i did not upate fr two days . laaaaaggggging . I got a text msg from dearest diena ysterday :) . She said she wont go to sentosa if i dont on the 16th . i promise her i will go cause everyone i know and loves going . i really cant wait to meet her! :) . so , no excuse , i requested off on the 16th and on 27th . WHY 27 ? IM GOING TO SINGAPORE IDOL FINALS! of course baby girl got the tickets cause she and sezairi are cousins!!! great huh ? i know . im going with aisyah , adila, li ying and of course baby girl . well , im still confused , though this feeings are still strong , i dont know whether i should continue or perhaps give up ? i dont understand this at all yknow . i dont even know myself . im confused . somebody help me . And i miss you , every single day . Its the 7month and four days im waiting fr you . :(

ps, peeqa and zai one month coming ! love you guys ! last long . and when i say 1314 , i mean it .

baby girl sickk!!

Im now w dearest girl peeqaa . okay she is sick now . pity , haiya. Im at teckwhye mac using lappy . Gawsh , im so bored at home . so decided to go down using internet lorhh . Today i woke up early in the morning to go to yewtee to meet up my mum to have breakfast . then headed to lot one and finally bought a dress fr crew outing! haahaa . Headed home , and guess what ? i headed to lot AGAIN with my sis , and got a manicure!!!! wee! hapyyy sia . wtv . i got my nails black in color while my sis blue . chey , colour! then window shop . okay , im gg shopping w sis tomorrow . i wanna buy that leapord skirt and the minnie tee!!!! or the omg lol , cause omg wtf is sold out . haahaa . okay , enough , im tired to type . bye .


TAKECARE PANTAT PEEQA!

I know many things changed

Hey there , i swear i love my new color hair!. And im happy cause i finally bought a lappy! gooood . hah, i skipped work today , shucks . okay rudy , im sorry abt that . i was so sleepy . heee . Slacked w peeqaa and li ying at night market at yew tee yesterday . it was quite boring! like wth . Okay , eddy and me have a really BIG misunderstanding to settle . Sorry ah d , i didnt knew she was really so shiok sendiri . And i keep laughing about the "dear" thing siaa ! hahaa. kekek . Just be patient la kaaay ? haaha . Continue about yesterday . :) okay , slacked with kc , but then he went home as he was tired . duuh, manager , work morning till afternoon sia . of course tired . :) we slacked till ard 10 and went home . shoooooot . haahaa . when i wanted to go home ,somebody was like , "i want go see "d" first . haahaa . okay okay. So , im freaking happy that the crew outing is compulsary and every crew has to goooooo! haahaa , so eddy and mimi , you must go! idc! haaha! lol . Crew outing will be at ECP!!! i swear im gonna take pictures w all each of you!!! heee . okay, i gtg now . And akid , you takecare okay ? imy . :(

im sorry if i was never a good freind to you guys , but i miss you guys so much and you know that .. :(