I feel confused .

Sometimes i wonder , how good it feels to have a boyfriend and finally move on . How good life goes on . But suddenly , when you're in love with someone , your past loves comes back telling you he loves you too much that he can hardly breathe , and your used to be deepest biggest crush says he loves you . Confusion starts running through your mind and you feel that having to fall in love was not a good idea after all , it makes you go confused , But why the hell did they came telling us they love us only when we're seeing someone else and when we're gone . Boys , stop making girls confused , tell us what you really want , stop making last minute choices . For now , i don't know what to do , but all i know is, im utterly confused . :/
you should know i love you , but .......

why must there be fights ?

Well , school was awesome today . But , wani baby was sick and all . Get well soon b! love you .After school , something huge happened at the canteen , which really hurts me to see this happen . Guys can you please just stop all these fights . its a holy month and you know , your fighting with your own religion . thats no good . Oh yes , i care about you guys too , thats why i stopped the fight and blocked you guys from hitting him . can we please end this all ?? . I dont know what would have happened if  wasnt there just now . Please guys  , end all this , your n levels are coming ..... think .

Anyway , me and cuda is still like contacting , but , he has a girlfriend and i should not text him often , if not some bitches will start a rumour about me , that sucks . Anyway , i got to go , update soon you all . xoxo .
i misss daaaaaanhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :) .