i feel down

Im trying to find myself  ,deep down if i am even important to you . Bestfriend i miss you . Where are you ? I miss those times we share problems , joke , and do hilarious things towards each other , I miss you ruffling my hair saying that i have nothing better to do . I miss you texting you miss me . I miss the way you call my name  , cause the way you call it is diffrent then anybody else . Im sorry if the person you like  , many people hate  , but , whatever it is , i will and always respect your decision . Whatever it is , even if you choose to forget me , im a faithful friend to EVERYBODY , but i just feel that im not repaid with that generous faithfullness . I truly really do miss you . I hope we get to spent time together during school hlidays , Me needs you . Really , everything seems diffrent . Too diffrent and i hate it alot . I miss taking pictures with you , i miss the funny faces we do when we take pictures , easy to say , bestfriend , i miss you. more then ever . remember what you say to me always ? "Bestfriends will always be besfriends."- Sam Rawrrita BFF

dont you know this feeling is taking control of me , and i cant take it .