i want you but , i can't have you .

I try my best to be great , good , perfect .I just cant be , what can i say . ? Anyway , school was kinda draggy . And miss teo is leaving sch in august and going japan to teach , What am i gonna do without her , im loving SS and Geog so much . So , my honey ass zaidi did not wake me  up !! i was almost late , damn you . hahaha . well , its okay , he said he'll wake me up tomorrow , but no no , im not gg school tomorrow! hahaha . Well ,  im helping mum with house chores since her BF is sick , woah , i know . haha . So , i passed all my subjects except for maths and chemistry ? I studied hard  yknow... well , i improved , thats just okay . Well , thats all hiney beez , update soon , XXXOOO , <3

I love you , seriously , i do . but what am i supposed to do when all you can do is hurt me ? wait fr you ? please boy , its been long enough , i dont even know if i or even we still want this  im just confused for now , i wanna get over you , seriously . you've been looking me up , im sure you wanna say sorry , but , it dosent matter anymore honey bee , cause all we got to do is leave us . So , if we're still friends , we could be ? i dont know..but , we'll see how it goes , ILY , _________ , ALOT . :(