Am sorry ; i lied .

Hey peeps am back. Today, work was quite okay. The usual, ppl kept disturbing me. "He" didnt turn up to work today.*hmmph* Somebody told me something that hurt me alot, chose not to believe it. I just wanna keep quiet, i dont know what to say anymore yknow? Should i really make the first move now? idk, maybe i should. Admit it, we still love and miss each other but yet we're hurting ourselves.I reached work happily today when someone told me you were looking fr me yesterday huh?. i don't know whether should i be happy or not? i kept thinking to myself, do you really still love me?
Yes i still do, yes i miss you, yes i kept looking at you during work, yes im not over you.I used someone to get over you, but still i cant.Make me hate you in order fr me to forget you ; seriously. Yore hard to get over . i wanna get our felings straight . i dont wanna be kept in the dark knowing nothing. pls im begging you love.

to the other him, im sorry i can't acept you my heart is not open fr anyone yet. im sorry fr using you to forget him. i like you, youre nice, but i still deeply love him yknow. i really hope you undestand. ive always treated you as a friend, prbly a close friend or someone that could make me forget all my problems.thanks fr everything...ily friend.

to you, if you are reading this, i just wanna tell you i still deeply love you alot, thats all i want you to know...that is all..i miss you..i miss the present us..i miss calling you names..there were many sleepless nights thinking of you..ps, whenever i am, i am always thinking of you... :(

love hurts , but yet, somehow it shows how strong you are to go through these obstacles. i admit, i wasnt appreciating the most wonderful person ive got. i lost him.Am gg sentosa on the 20. i dont know if i really have the mood to go fr an outing. but, i promised my dearest iqa. iqa, i pegy i promise kayh? jgn bungerr lerrr.To supernyonya, do as your heart says, if he really still loves you, and you love him, justgo o, patch up okaye? dont be like me and him, not sorting things out.
both of us got hurt in the end.

...eninroufeerht ssim i ....

So thats all peeps. Gawsh am werking at 8pm today. im so freakin tired.what to do?
tckr loves. ily ppl.

its taking me this long,
but baby i figured you out...
and you think it would be fine again but not this time around..
you dont have to call, anymore, i wont pick up the phone...
this is the last straw,dont wana HURT anymore...

love life ;