It hurts, alot .

So yea humans. Here to update abt my boring,pathetic,stressful meaningless life.Today me and peeqaa went to ate pasta mania. okay, i was so full . peeqaa ordered so much! damn! . After walked ard with her at lot, went to my workplace. Met aan and went bck to lot again to meet erin and twad.Then i went to my workplace again. I know, i travel alot. heh.Met aan AGAIN. haahaa. Boring isnt it? idk, somehow without gg there does not make my day.theyre fun and they'll always make me smile.Waited fr zairol also . Thabks ahmad blanje era mamam mcchicken! heeheeh. okay, peeqaa is like so nice tday, she treated me alot. idk how many fucking times we drank mccafe sia!
haahaa, i love fluffy alot! yumyum! ate supper too with friends all! syirahh, ily ass. haahaah. im bored. now currently msging "boyfie". hahah. peeqaa you know who . and zairol, jahat sia, suke takot kan era!! eeeee, geram ah, im gonna meet you besok and sepak your face. haahaa, if zai blanje era baru era tk sepak okey?. aye peeps, just a random update, i'll update more aye ? soon soon. heeheeh. ily all.

i thought things were going to get better,
but i made a mistake which made things worst.
if you think its really over and theres no turning back,
then i'll forget abt you or even us.
i just wanted to get back with you..
but i thinked twice and remembered my promise.
i want you to be happy.
youre not happy with me obviously.
you tckr and enjoy life.
i'll always be thinking of you....
im moving on already...
i just wantyou to know,
probably life is better if we hadnt met...
cause this things woldnt have happened and wouldnt'
have hurt me this much...
it hurts so much to love
you the way i do,
and then look at you
and realise how much you don't care..
well i guess there is no more turning back...