So, yeah, today's my birthday yaw~! haahaa, im so happy bout it, oh yea my girlfriends gave me a fluffy flower, beautiful handcrafted log pencil, hearshaped pillow, cake + birthday bash , that is a bottle of water and chili sauce! gawsh i smell like ...[i really dont know how to describe it] but thats ok. you guys can try and see how it smells like. haahaa. i got twenty bucks from a karang guni .. he is so generous !~you guys might have heard right? 080808 has ended... no, he's not to blame, i blame myself.. sujimy, if youre reading this, i really wish to say im sorry... i wanted a break in our relationship cause i don't think things are working out foe us .. we probably need to meet someone better than me and you. we both had our ups and downs aye? its been really wonderful going through 7months in love with you.. but i just think i need to put an end to it. im becoming a weaker and weaker girl... im no longer that strong and special girl that could handle all kinds of problems. probably,i thought that being in love was an easy task ; and no its not. ive kept all those things you gave me in a box...crying each time when i look at it..would you like it back? you know things changes, but we can be friends aye? but if really your love is true like you said it was.... you are willing to wait for me like someone did... im sorry again, pls forgive me...ive top up my phone, so, gimme a call if you wanna talk aye? ps, goodbye...
its funny when you find yourself, looking from the outside, im standing here but all i want is to be over there...
why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen?
but now i have to pretend that i dont really care...
i thought you were my fairytale, and dreams are meant to happened...
and wish upon a star would come true..
but everybody else could tell that i confused my feelings with the truth,,
because i liked the view, when there was me and you....
I miss syaizstar !~
