This guy finally made me smile !

Well , wan made me smile , but , only fr now , i dont know what tomorrow will bring me. takecare peers <3

i miss you

Remember those times that you were always worried about me , i feel that no more . remeber when you say i love you bestie , it never feels the same no more . i miss you , so much . i did not know the mistake i did , but i know , inevr mean it especially to you , you know i love you sam , yre my bestest ever friend . i miss you , the way we used to be when we were so close like 2 years ago . i can tell that you are hating me , i dont mind , but it just that im disapointed cause of this very one person ? please , you promised me that things will still  the same no matter what . but i guess , everything changed , i dont know sam , all i have to say is , i miss you , i cried this whole day , i knew you'd never care , but , im just saying . thanks to kat , appreciate the motivational talk , i love you guys , kat , diena , erin , dayah , yana , sue , its just us for now , never fight over stupid dumb things kay ? ily guys....


i'll never be the same , if we ever meet again.....

i love anak misdi and anak sutresno very many and alot .

jgn pikir bkn bkn , convo of the day :) hahaha .

Well, finally a proper post , yes yes , im very happy cause shool was not a bore today! yay! . It was infact really fun , except fr the part after school , tuu tk best . haha . And yes , my anak misdi aka wan aka nomad and also my brother sutresno aka faiz aka dajal!! hahah , no la , joking . hahaha , fyqq fyqq . wowers , i got around 10 textes which i cant reply . so sad . my prepaid is dead . HAHA . So back to top, wan and faizz made me laugh the whole freaking day about aslah and dajal! omg . they are hilarious , i swear . Then ame the part where we all started talking about our past friendships and love , we very sad , and arwah too , we miss him .So , end of all that sadness , well peers , i gotta go study my maths . wowxerz , i relly hope its gonaa be easy ? . Dont worry , aku buat second year paaahhhhhhhhhhh! ~~~~ . Jgn traser tau sesaper . HAHA .Well , life is damn great cause im now close with old lovelies , kat ,diena , yana , sue , dayah! :) . wow , drg mmg cute! tk ku sangke drg yg disana untuk aku selama ni , alhamdulilah . HAHAH , OK , mama got to go study liao , i love you anak misdi and faizz, and jgn lupa steamboat tao syg? HAHAH  ,That is for wan! hahah , PS very cheap sia , wanna buy ?

finally i realised , true friends were.............

love is actually wonderful , trust me .

Everything i do is for a reason , no excuses . i cry , i wipe off the bloody tears , i fall , i get back up , and when i smile , there are 2 possibilities . i faked it or it was the because he made me what i am now . if im saying that he is true love fr me , what have i been having these years? that feeling , the hurtful one . i want you , but the situation is not easy , cause we cant be seen together , cause probably we were  meant to be,but people hate us. cause love has that level where many bad doings from someone did , but between me and you , i knew we were meant to be , but yet , its best we are what we say we are.

ps , i wanted you to be there when i fall , and you were there, i love you ______.

we kissed .

The sound of a kiss is not so loud as that of a cannon, but its echo lasts a great deal longer.

Ikashy belo=.=

 

I swear this girl is crazy! she's my crazy bitch!

Rawr Monbi says:
 minah!
 tadi kol ada aper ???
 hahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 haha tkde
Rawr Monbi says:
 rindu ehhhh ?
 haahahahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 LOL!
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 HAHH SIOW
 kau free?
Rawr Monbi says:
 BILER ?
 NW ?
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 siow
 eh fre tk?
Rawr Monbi says:
 bila la ass ?
 hahahaha
 hausssssss ~
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 uuh
 NOW
Rawr Monbi says:
 fr ??????????
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 huh?
Rawr Monbi says:
 for ?
 free intk ?
 why ?
 untk*?
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 i mean NOW free? go lot
 haha
 chill a mc cafe
Rawr Monbi says:
 watpeeeerrrrrrrr ?!!!!
 hahahahahahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 chill at mc cafe
 do hmk of something
 -or
Rawr Monbi says:
 tkde hmk siaaa .
 dtg teck y ah .
 hahahahahhaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 ala tlg aku uh gini hahah
 teck y no mc cafe
Rawr Monbi says:
 ada mac per ?
 hahahahahahahaa\
 boleh laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
 hahahaha
 
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 tknk la mc lot gerek mc cafe.
Rawr Monbi says:
 aku pokai la!
 hahahaha
 boleh la , aku pon tnga boring ni ....
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 hahaha
Rawr Monbi says:
 skali skale trn eck y ....
 teck*
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 hahah da SELALU turon sane
 
Rawr Monbi says:
 tuu skolaa!
 lol!
 ni saje2 ,
 boleeeeh laaaaaaaaaa!
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 hahh hmmmmm boring at teck uy
 -y
Rawr Monbi says:
 ada aku dunia tk boring .
 serious .
 hahahahahahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 HAHHAHAHAA AHAAHAHAH i noe
  but  i mean teck whye boring cos no MC CAFE
 hahahaa
Rawr Monbi says:
 kau ni hidop mati mccafe!
 ok , mcm gyni ,
 kau p beli mccafe pat lot ,
 trn teck y ????
 hahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 hahhaahha da lame aku tk minom tau
Rawr Monbi says:
 bwk camera aaaah .
 hahahahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 HAHAAHHAAHAH siak kau
 mls ah
 hahaah!!!!!
Rawr Monbi says:
 alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 ika ni eh......
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 HAHAHAA AHAAHAHAHHA
 abes you tknk turon sini
 HAHA
Rawr Monbi says:
 you trn sini la , i tkder duit la b.
 hahahaha pls pls pls!
 
 
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 HAHA FUCK YOU
Rawr Monbi says:
 tknk la fuck , malu
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 hahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
 hmmm how eh
Rawr Monbi says:
 hahahahahahhahaa
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 tgk shanghai knights pon cante k AAH
 but boring ah
  AHA  '
Rawr Monbi says:
 ikaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
 boleh laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 chat dgn kau stress aku boleh hilang
 HAHAH
 EH FAVOURITE KAU KIKIN ONLINE HAHAAH
 anta alyph ke soulja boy ambek aku dulu baru boleh
 HAHAH
Rawr Monbi says:
 jumpe aku lagy boleh lupa dunia .
 =.=
 pathetic!!!!!
 diapat america la siol .
 haahahahhaa
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
  AAH . alyph tidak
Rawr Monbi says:
 =.==.=
 dia busy laa!
 tadi dia kol .
 hahahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 DIA CALL KAU?! k tkpe kasi kau senang
 SUROH FADHIL
 aha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Rawr Monbi says:
 aaaaaaaaaah!
 skrg jgakaku sms !
 hahahahahaha!
 nk nk ?
 cheyyy!
 hahahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 HAHAAH!!
 tkmo
 la
 
Rawr Monbi says:
 da =.=
 hahahahahha .
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 actually dalam hati nk AHAH
 bedek
Rawr Monbi says:
 da da!
 serious .
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 swear?
Rawr Monbi says:
 no i  never swear , its not my religion to swear .
 in the name of fadhil im just indicating that  , i fakedddd !
 hahahahaha
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 CB
 hahahaha
 (kalau betol ok jgk)
 HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!
 k wtv
Rawr Monbi says:
 siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
 hahahahaha
 aku nk letakconvo ni pat bloh boleh ?
 blog*
 
 aku bored .
 hehehehe
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 ishk tkmo la
Rawr Monbi says:
 nk letak ahh .
 boring .
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 ahah suke hati ah
 bukan nye die bace
Rawr Monbi says:
 aku suro dia baca .
 hahahahah
 amcam ?
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 no way
Rawr Monbi says:
 YES WAY . =.=
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 suke hati la
 aku kalah dgn kau haah
Rawr Monbi says:
 yessssssssssssa!
 ok brb ,
 ku nk msn dgn dia plak !
 HAHAHAHAHA
Im'Ikashy yo!™ says:
 ishk jealous
 korek2 uh siket
 haha
Rawr Monbi says:
 nk jeaous wat per ? =.=
 hahahaha . lol!


my conversation w this minah at msn ! hahahahaha , i told you i woud put it in blog ass! hahahah

yuyun freak loved

This is my laughing partner , yes , she is damn funny . her face also , very pretty and sexxy . She has a husband , they have been married fr three years . her husband is karthik sigaraga . ! ahahah . walao , im so bored at home today , luckily ada yuyun keep me company even though at webcam . hahaha . die , havent finish eng project ! . die die . hahaha . well , hazreen tk tau mane menghilang , but taneshh bby is at india , korek pusat family dia . yuyun husband today work full shift angkat sampah . so , both our husband work so , we very sad :( . fake ahh sia! hahah , ok back to reality, daddy has a party to attend to so im alone at home . :( . im hungry daddy . come home fast please ? mum is at makcik house . walao life so plain boring . well , till here im updating . maybe will update again . take care loves,  happv V day ! <3

you were not what i thought you were bastard .

must be freaks

Im updating after 2 days ? freak , so long huh ? well , today was geat , went to grandma's house at jurong to have reunion dinner :) . walao my ah ma's house like chinese temple , so may red things! hahahaha , we had dinner! yum yum ! abalone bibik mia cook veli power . hahahaah . i want more please ? met my hot and sexy cousins , wah sia mira you getting taller sia! hahahha . tomorrow meeting tee for movie ??? maybe laaah ! hahaha , idk . im tired peeps , update more tomorrow , and im so luving it no school fr 4 days ! hahahaha . toodles .

cause when i say nohing was true , it really came true . love hurts , looking at you makes it worst .

Trapped

So much negativity, so many bad things,
Each of them like a dark knife,
Twisting deeper into my skin,
Wringing out blood soaked tears,
From eyes that used to see magic.

Once we could have had the world,
Now you're just dying with me,
No one else can hear our mournful cries,
And no one else can feel our pain,
It's a burden too great for anyone to stand.

But somehow we do…
Some way, we still go on…
With our wounds,
That will never mend…

Can't believe that I've done this,
Even my own hands betray me,
My whole life is like an ocean,
And every day, I'm always drowning,
But you were the only one that saved me…

I feel like I'm being backed into a corner,
Like a caged animal, trapped,
There's nowhere else left to go,
Now that can be a dangerous thing,
Cornering a wild animal.

And somehow…

I just can't wait to sink my teeth into you.

My hazreen feat his brother nazrel

bby says BLUEEEEK !!!!

muker stoik sia! lol

bored and sleepy !!!

rambot power pe u ? haha

cute eh drg ????

nazrel destroying b's hair

smile smile

nazrel and hazreen <3

(he says , brb , i was bored)

Hey peeps , here to update . hahaha , yes , my hazreen up there with his lil bro playing cut cut hair! cute siaaa!ok , i am so happy that friday is gonna be half day . cn meet love! yay me! i was so pissed off w some ppl , chey fake , no lah , im infact so happy today siaaaa! hahaha , kay , short post , got to go webcam bck ! takecare loves! :0

bird dae plans .

Hello people . yes , im here to update probably my last post of the month. im so very pissed with dad for some reasons . live your life to the fullest . haha . Okay peeps , all of you that are reading this , 18 of march is gonna be my birthday and all of you are invited , yes , going to dinner at sakura . at keat hong . :) bring 30 dollars okay ? its a buffet , you can eat whatever you want , its worth it . please tag me if you wanna come, pls come , if less people are going then , its cancelled , going out with bestie instead . come yea peeps ? love ya all !!! :) .

i know , 18 of march is a long way to go but , this are my final plans :) .

mane kau la rambot panjang??! hahahaha .