My bestest two

SAMRAWRRITA                                                            ZAIDIRAWRRITA

                            
HELLO CRAPPERS

For these past few days , i've been wondering , why is zaidi here always here for me , instead of bestfriend ?? I miss bestfriend terribly but , he's been busy , i understand , and i would not wanna bug him . For now , i just wanna say thanks to zaidi for being there for me always , without fail . you falling asleep dosent count ok ? hahaha . To bestfriend , i cant wait for you to meet me up , and perhaps you can meet zaidi too ? I LOVE YOU BOTH , TRUST ME , ALOT . So  crap , im left with 70 bucks for holidays ? This is bullshit ARGGGHHHH ! Must jimat like seriously you know ! . HAHA . Must learn from miera how to save ok ? WEEE~~ hahahah . So , wayne texted me , like wow ? shock ? hahah , WHATEVER . I dont give a damn . And guys that i used to contact is mad at me cause im ignoring their text ? YOU GUYS ARE CRAP ! ughhh . So , holidays holidaysssss .... i love you , please be a good month for me june , i love you . awww , AM I SWEET OR WHAT ? hahaha . So humanoids , that is all i am posting for now , more updates about vivo on sunday at daddy purrys blog okay ? ME LARVE YOU HONEY BEEEZZZZ. *kisses* .

but someone told me i could only have one bestfriend ? GAWD .

dooms day - im sick .

Hello earthlings ♥
So , today woke up at around 8am to have breakfast with dad , lil missy and my "son" syaizstar .So , went to city plaza and had pancakes . So yea , walk around the mall for like , 5 hours ? so long right ? hahaha . Then went to lot one and bought some stuffs and FOOD  ♥. Went home and i took a nap with baby star for a while . Then , out of a sudden , i fell sick . RIDICULOUS SIA .UGH! . I have fever , flu , sore throat , and headache . Im still using laptop though , stubborn . Tomorrowgoing raffles with baby gees ; KAT , DIENA AND NANA ♥ ♥. Cant wait ! . And not to mention  , movie with zaidi daddy asshole on sunday .WOW .  so yea . Gonna be so busy this june . VERY VERY . I have to remember to eat medicine tonight , or else mysickness is gonnna get from bad to worst , BOOOOHOOO , i feel so weak . Anyhu , BESTFRIEND CHATTED WITH ME AND HE PROMISED TO GO OUT WITH MEON JUNE HOLIDAYS AND HE SAID HE MISS ME AND HE TOLD TO TAKECARE OF MYSELF AND HE WAS WORRIED WHEN IM SICK~~ AWWWWWWWWW! I LOVE YOU SAM! :) .So , thats all peeps , me got to go . XXOO.

i dont know but , i think i may be , falling for you .

baby sit , bumer .♥

Hello world ♥
So first thing first , i wanna apologise to zaidi for not topping up my phone , not able to go out with him on saturday and our plan going breakfast today is not happening . I AM SO SORRY .Trust me , i feel so guilty. So today was a boring day for me , i had to baby sit baby star . Im paid duh . I need money to go and have fun okay ? So , i postponed 2 dates , well sorry guys , friends are important . hahaha . Saturday going out with ny KDNR loves . Going seesha perhaps . And sunday probably going out with zaidi for movie , (aku tau asl aku dgn zaidi mesti wayang , krg diam) hahaha. Monday , probably going out with mum , if she isnt busy with love life . haha . Tuesday , going to baby sit again . Friday there is school for me . So yea , for next week , im only free on saturday sunday . Please not wednesday and thursday i need to rest okay ?Thanks for understanding . Well , there is more to come , not to forget , sentosa outing with babes and hunks crew and Giorgians class outing . And i have to plan for the classouting , OMG .Thanks ain for helping me though . So, im getting tired and sleepy by the minute , duuuh , its 3am already . This month is really hectic forme , in a good way though . But im really in a desperate need of "ka ching ka ching!"hahaha , thats all bloggers , me love you . xxxooo .   ♥ ♥

why the fucking hell am i falling for you ? i am so ridiculous .fuck feelings man.

i feel down

Im trying to find myself  ,deep down if i am even important to you . Bestfriend i miss you . Where are you ? I miss those times we share problems , joke , and do hilarious things towards each other , I miss you ruffling my hair saying that i have nothing better to do . I miss you texting you miss me . I miss the way you call my name  , cause the way you call it is diffrent then anybody else . Im sorry if the person you like  , many people hate  , but , whatever it is , i will and always respect your decision . Whatever it is , even if you choose to forget me , im a faithful friend to EVERYBODY , but i just feel that im not repaid with that generous faithfullness . I truly really do miss you . I hope we get to spent time together during school hlidays , Me needs you . Really , everything seems diffrent . Too diffrent and i hate it alot . I miss taking pictures with you , i miss the funny faces we do when we take pictures , easy to say , bestfriend , i miss you. more then ever . remember what you say to me always ? "Bestfriends will always be besfriends."- Sam Rawrrita BFF

dont you know this feeling is taking control of me , and i cant take it .

▲▲▲ I MISS BESTFRIEND :(

Hello humans , sorry for not updating for the past 2 days , as my laptop is MIA . Today i did not turn up for school . Due to some reasons , don't wanna brag . HAHA . So , for the past two days , i kept on going on the phone with zaidi , for like hours and hours , i think his 128 die already . Since he put at his blog im his BITCHY MUMMY , im sure he will read this ,zaidi ,  HELLO ASSHOLE DADDY ! hahahaha! yes , i went there . huahua . Sorry awak , i joking only . So , he sucha funny dude , very very . AND WHAT WEIRD IS , HE CAN GO HOURS SINGING WITHOUT GETTING TIRED , OMG KAN  ? HAHAH . weird much .  So , basically today was a boring day , zaidi called , we crap here there , sing here there (aku tenga sore throat) , gossip here there . And my son is back home  , SYAIZASTAR BIN ZULHAIRI . awwww  ,  i miss you honeyyyy . He re-united with me . Went to night market with big sis kiki  , lil missy and star . And you know what ? Bumped into my bother friend , (rambot aku tenga masai nk terserempak dgn org handsome , cb betol) hahaha , he asked where my brother was , and i say , die already , then he laugh i laugh , we both happy , smile and walk away . hahaha , craps . Went home , got to enjoy delicious burger ramli , and was back to boredom again . BEEGED dad to use the lappy , and he let me . Where's mine ? read the first sentence up there , its MIA . at hougang . ughhh , nabeh . So , yea , june holidays are coming !! Confirmed plans are , out with 3G LOVES (BBQ) , MY KDNRA BABYGEES (SISHA) ,ZAIDI (ESCAPE) , COUSINS , MUMMY'S SIDE(EAST COAST ) , hopefully got street party ah ? hahaha , CANNOT WAIT ! Until here hunks and babes , ME LOVE YOU , XXXOOO .

hello bestfriend , muhammad samsuri bin muhammad ali , I MISS YOU BLOOODY MUCH LA ! :(

GREAT DAY ; 220510

Did you guys hear that i watched the last song already ?Watched with ZAIDI HUNNY. And i am so happy! :) . The first half of the afternoon is at Celop and Peeqa's  blog . So met zaidi at lot with peeqa , and went to causeway point . WE WERE LATE YOU KNOW! ugh , then seperated with peeqa  , she went to library , and me and purrys went to watched THE LAST SONG <3 i was so freaking cold and i was like shivering you knoww! And PSSST ; somebody cold and hungry . HAHAHAHA . The movie is GREAT AND SAD , its made me cry like a baby , and i was like emotional already yknow . Somebody beside me like robot never cry , hehe , sorry huh ? oopsy  And somebody bought coke again . -.- . DEGIL . hahah . After movie , met back up with peeqa and the three of us went night market , buy drinks . And then seperated with zaidi  , went to meet his 24 crews :) . So , me and peeqa headed back to night market , explore like explorer , haha , and took a bus to my aunt house , we went home late , and i was really really tired . Went home , lie on my bed with peeqa as she sleeping my crib today , take picture (which is on the first column , face tired like cb ) hahahaha . Then decided to online cause im bored -.- . HEEHEE . So next week , another movie ? Thats for sure . Thats all loves , XXXOOO .

When my world has fallen apart ~~~~~ (ok zaidi continue ) haha , random .

Why must everything be so complicated honey ?

Hello people from earth . So , i did not turn up for school today ! why ? IM AM LAZY THAT IS WHY . hahaha. So , i was rotting at home , seriously . But luckily ZAIDI BABY called me when he was having art lesson in school .His friends thought i was his girfriend. -.- . But he moody lor after that , freak ah his teacher . CHEER UP HUNNY ! . He called me otw home  , hahaha , he was very very angry i tell you , seriously , vulgar all come out , and i was like scared already . Ok  , not scared la . hahahaha . AND PLEASE LA ZAIDI , stop your coke drinking habit , its bad!!! . HAHA. So , i was at home the whole day , and got to use the laptop at around 8 ? Then zaidi asshole , kata nk online mana lu pergi haaaah ??? hahahah . Anyway , next week , TLS <3 . Miera and Zaidi belanja i can ? PLEASE ? hehehehe . Anyway  , teck whye got pasa malam ! CANDY FLOSS YAY ! everyday . teeheee . So im so loving next week cause its the last week of school liao ! WAAAAH , HAPPPY GILER ! But still , need to revise for end of year all . But can go out , meet friends and peers . heeeheee ! Ok, im ending my post here . xxxooo lovers.

pssssst ; im confused right now , i think i ____ _______ sia . hmmmph . :/

i want you but , i can't have you .

I try my best to be great , good , perfect .I just cant be , what can i say . ? Anyway , school was kinda draggy . And miss teo is leaving sch in august and going japan to teach , What am i gonna do without her , im loving SS and Geog so much . So , my honey ass zaidi did not wake me  up !! i was almost late , damn you . hahaha . well , its okay , he said he'll wake me up tomorrow , but no no , im not gg school tomorrow! hahaha . Well ,  im helping mum with house chores since her BF is sick , woah , i know . haha . So , i passed all my subjects except for maths and chemistry ? I studied hard  yknow... well , i improved , thats just okay . Well , thats all hiney beez , update soon , XXXOOO , <3

I love you , seriously , i do . but what am i supposed to do when all you can do is hurt me ? wait fr you ? please boy , its been long enough , i dont even know if i or even we still want this  im just confused for now , i wanna get over you , seriously . you've been looking me up , im sure you wanna say sorry , but , it dosent matter anymore honey bee , cause all we got to do is leave us . So , if we're still friends , we could be ? i dont know..but , we'll see how it goes , ILY , _________ , ALOT . :(

Im moving on love , don't bother to stop me .

I was bright up and early for school today , but but , i switched off my phone so that that guy cant get through me . But he was at my void deck , irritating much . But seperated halfway , no mood to see his face . So , i was like dazing aroud draggin my dead body to my classroom when miera said , she was worried and said she texted zaidi looking for me . hahaha , ni minah eh . GRRR . She said zaidi texted me , so i switched on my phone awhile to check what he texted , yes , he asked whether im okay and im having a tweet fever cause i did not tweet much. Sorry hunny , i have no mood . Im so sorry for making you worry , and thanks for caring , at least i know there's a soul that cares for me , i mean a guy , eventually , Other guys just call me text me when they have their own probs and wasnt there for me when i had mine ? FUCK YOU . I stopped contacting each and everyone of the assholes and im definitely avoiding HIM . And yes again , thanks to my purryyyyyssss~~ :)LOVE YOU HUNK. hahaha , ok , im getting a whole load of craps of me and purrys , HELLO ??? hahaha , kalau kite TTM pon asal eh? JEALOUS ? IRRITATING LA KORG!!! but  he's a great friend , thanks for the post hunneh :) .So back about that son of a bitch , im getting over you , i just cant stand the bullshits you are giving me , MACAM CHIBAI BODOH! ugh . OK , rita stop with all these vulgars please ? Ok, its kinda long post huh ? haha , i'll continue still , idc beeotch . So , im happy with myself for doing great in MYE except for maths . I fail . No need to see the paper fail , serious . HAHAHA . Anyway , im watching the last song with zaidi next week , and miera  , hopefully you have no hockey kay b ? I LOVE YOU! :) . Well , till here then honey bees , i gtg :) . XXXOOO .

My hearts says its not worth crying for a pathetic guy like you .

I'll try not to love again .

"If you think letting go is hard , try holding on while it hurts you in the heart , its even harder." -Syaheraah Tan (Rawrrita Monbi)

PICTURES OF ME, AIDIL BIRTHDAY BOY AND FARIQ AT ECP , MORE TO COME SOON :)

WE ARE THE WORLD , HAHAHA , K CRAP. MORE PICS BY IKASHY COMING SOON .

What is love ? again ?

"LOVE IS WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON EVERY SINGLE DAY , CALL THE PERSON EVERY SINGLE DAY , TEXT THE PERSON EVERY SINGLE DAY , TELL THEM YOU MISS THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY , TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY AND GET SLEEPLESS NIGHTS EVERY SINGLE DAY , AND EVEN IF YOU SLEEP , YOU DREAM ABOUT EM EVERY SINGLE DAY , THAT IS LOVE .. " - SYAHERAAH TAN (RAWRRITA MONBI)

Just a fraction of my ♥

ANOTHER FREAKISH FACE OF MINE , I HATE MY HAIR. :(  Hey waddup readers , wow , its almost going 2 am. . Im still not asleep huh ? naaaaah , too happy . hahahahahahaha . So yea , today basically went to meet my 4 honeys . hahahaaha . Diena ,  Kat  , hafiz and afiq . ok  , you all please must make me forget about the true or dare game siaa! hahahaha . urrgh , nothing much today . Well , i was siap-ing when suddenly i heard VIBRATE from my phone , it was zaidi . AHHH , 2 somemore , 1 text some more!! panicking plus worried . the rest of the story is mine to keep . IM SO SORRY FOR NOT PICKING UP YOUR CALL  , I DID NOT HEAR , IM SO SO SORRY I WASNT THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU WERE CRYING .  I feel so guilty , but he said its okay.phew , luckily he forgive me!! hahaha . Okay , im goingto BBQ at east coast on monday . CANT WAIT ! Im gonna have fun , hopefully . So , yea peeps , thats all , wait up for my next update about the bbq thingy  . XXX . :)

I think im starting to like someone , oh no , did i just said that ?

Honey , please don't wait .

I just felt something wrong with us , not you . me . Its true , it is 5th of may 10 , the begining . But i just feel that , i don't want to continue this anymore . Why ? Cause "us" is so impossible , i have big diffrences than you , in everything . I know , you said you like me for who i am , and i appreciated that . its been days since i kept on thinking , is this really coming true  , when i texted you that , you called , and said, yes honey , its true . It was all getting better . But , i just feel like i am using you to get over him. yes , i did . im so sorry about that . I love you , but him more . im terribly sorry , that even for a week or so , i made a wrong decision .once again, im sorry..... we have to let "us" go... for the best of me and you , and others.  PS , you're a great guy , friend , boyfriend , ex-boyfriend , and now , a cute looking stranger.

remember when it was raining , and you held me so tight , i was shivering , you gave me your jacket , and said i look cute when im cold , i miss that..and im sorry , cause im already gone. 

hating you

Yes , fuck face , i know . hahaha  .well , i don't care lah . HAHA . This picture shows how i hate my short hair . Look , its short  , i hate it . ergghh , zaidi , i think i want to grow my hair too then we..... hahahaha , you know i know . Well , my prepaid is low , and im not topping it up , cause i find it meaningless . hahaha , so just call me yea hunneys ? IM SORRY . I really dont feel like topping up cause im avoiding someone right naow . So yes , zaidi texted me that  THE LAST SONG was very sad :(((((( . I cannot wait to watch ! Got good news , its gonna be about 2 weeks time yeaaa . HAHA .  secret . I want to thank gorgeous , cute and pretty for paying for me 6 bucks for the bbq thingy , some people just don't get it when i say no money , and they insist me on going , then when people say i go no need pay , she say not fair ? What talking her ?  Whateverla , luckily got my lovelies by my side . Okay , im done here , love you . XOXOXOXO .

because i just got to know you , and i cant say i love you just like that boy .

help ?

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO , I AM SO CONFUSED . HELP :(

the last song ♥

I know, they are like so sweet right ? so, im definitely watching this movie with zaidi . SOON AH HUNS ? must wait for him to ____ his ____ lor , I dont mind .AAAAAHHHH , im so jealous of miley , GRRR. hahaha , love her though . So , today was chemistry and POA. Chemistry was difficult , like nabeeeh cb . POA , quite easy , but i dont know whether i can pass not ? pray to allah . I studied . So , friday is my last paper , haha . Confirm after that i lazy go school already sia . HAHAHAHAHAHA . that's all peeps , nothing interesting to post for today, i just wanna say , I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE LAST SONG ! XOXOXOXOX loves .

its kinda easy but hard to remeber and forget , im confused ?

HI I AM AN UGLYBITCH , HATE ME.

Okay , let the pictures do the talking , tag me , who cuter ? HAHA .

So yea peeps , a random day studying . :) i'llupdate soon hunneys , XOXO .

i just wish you were better in attitude than looks , honey i love you , but , this cant go on , i have to let it go  , im sorry .

Major headache

 i miss this guy aaaaaah , hahahahaha , friends onlyyyy
I am so pissed off with myself today! hahahaha. I went home straight after school today and did my daily routine and wanted to take a nap. WTH?! i woke up at 6 ?or 5 ? I was supposed to have a study date with a physics champion but ended up i overslept . Luckily he did not went out first . GRRR . DATE YKNOW! nb cb .So yea , i just had my study with my loves diena and kat , Mt baby K and D . HAHAHAHA . We were there like around 7and went home 11 plus ? I know , zaidi likes to call me bad girl because i always come home late . Im really addicted to Miley cyrus -when i look at you . WOAH , NICEEEEE SONG . Me and Zaidi and miera want to watch that show together , janji eh krg ?????? HAHAHAHA . treat rita uhuhhh . HAHAHA. So yea , tomorrow is my physics paper , grrrrr , hahahaha, i think i can do it . HAHAHA . but school ends so early sia tmrw??!!! I LIKEEE ! hahaha , so , yea , till here loves , having a major headache . UGH!
xoxoxoxoxxxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox , :)) _________ and to dear readers .

I AM CONFUSED :/

you.

Im so sad today as you can see from the picture . I did not go out today as i was stuck at home . So eat sleep at home only , like wth ahhh ? hahahaha . Sorry to diena , kat , and miera . So basically watch tv alot today . HAHAHA . tweet alot as usual . wow . Watched taking the stage and jersey shore after hours . FUN . So , mum came home at 9pm . FUCKKK KAN ??? no idea where she went , but nvm , i love her . Its mother's day anyway . hahahah , let her have fun . Im so wanting to watch ONE LAST SONG . eveni f its miley , i dont care! hahahahahahaha . Watching with my hunney zaidi and horny huney miera perhaps . Hope miera can belanja uss hor ? hahaha , so yea , i gtg now , tomorrow is school , andi really got to sleep . hahaha . Take careloves , ps , im over you .

i would try not t care for now , okay honey ? bye .

Mummy's day

 IM A VERY NICE GIRL THAT JUST WANTS TO WISH ALL THE MOTHERS OUT THERE HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY! I LOVE YOU MUM , YOU ARE THE BEST THOUGH WE ARE QUARELLING RIGHT NOW , LOVE YOU HUNNEY MUMMY. :/ <33333

So , at first the day started out bad for me , but it became fine as time passes by . Purrys and Nomad told me to chill , yes thanks you both , <3 . So , i was suppose to meet somebody at causeway , but i was plain lazy and decided to go study with syazzy . It became a study group instead of date when helmy , sam , shafie , faiz , ayit , aci showed up . It was freaking hilarious how all of us were freezing at teck whye macdonald . My lil missy tagged along as its been sucha along time since i brought her out , but macdonald will do . I dont know how im gonna do for my geography but i really hope i can make it al least with a just pass huh ? I revised geography for like 2 weeks already . pffft , so i did not turn up for schol , even my KDNRA LOVES did not , hahahah . So now , im just chatting with miera , waiting for somone to be online , grrrrr . haha . So yea , i updated my blog , now off to check my formspring bebeyh! ME LOVE ALL YOU ! HEHEHE :P

you should have told me from the start , it was all complicated , you shouldnt have lied about those feelings and us , this hurts more than the day you kissed me and told me you love her , whatever it is , im gonna move on , for the best of me , you , us and her .

BAD DAY

Today was kinda bad day for me . Got to know sucha bad news . He contact alot of hers in the school , the other him , i dont know . And another he is going to be att soon :( . So , it was a really bad day . really , i was like so moody in class . Presented my english oral exam presentation and scored full marks . yes , i wasnt shy at all . OMG , WHEN THE OTHERS PRESENTED I WAS LIKE NO MOOD AND WAS TEXTING WITH PURRYS , HAHAHAHAHA , SORRRYYYYY . Geography lesson was super fun , and im kinda starting to love it . So had POA extra lesson , which was like great , i love POA . haha . So yea , went to lot one and actually purrys wanted to meet up , but i was wearing sch uniform , sorrrrryyyy , :/ . Ate piekia with my KDNRA , so addicted to it liao.  GRRRRRR . hahaha . So yea , im not going to school tomorrow as my body is aching so bad , thats about all peeps , babyy rawrrrr update soon , bebeh ! haha (inside joke , i love looking at guy with sexy ass) HAHAHAHAH . XXXOOO .

You said move on where do i go ? :/