the tan family

 

focus on my dad in the picture , yes , i love you dad.

Im going to update about my dinner at sakura soon , maybe tomorrow . fr now , all i have to say , the food is delicious and the buffet was really , i dont know what to say . so , stay tuned till tomorrow :) .


There was this part when i was eating and daddy ruffled my hair and hugged me . i felt like a little girl again , i finally now know how much he loved me , and how much i meant to him , i'll do you proud dad , i love you very much....

i will always be your little girl daddy :) , forever . 

I jus had to......leave ?

Hey bloggys im here , you know , your rawr . well  , i did not turn up fr school  , yes , i fainted early in the morning . I was walking to the bathroom when suddenly i was on bed when i woke up ? FAKE!!!! haha , i had a terrible headache and fever of course . baaah  well , fr now , my status is single , but unavailable i think . i think im in love with _______ . omgaaad! like wth ?! i know . to tee and haz , im srry , i cant choose either of you guys , im confused okay , i dont know what i want . well , forget that , i really cant wait fr today afternoon ! . going sakura with dad and small sis today ! :) . next going shopping cause i need thingsss!!! heee . daddys gnna burn his wallet ! hahahaha . Im using my spare hp lappy cause  my acer lappy cant be connected to my modem suddenly . like wth kann ?? i know! . urgh . well , luckily daddy knows how to handle computers and hes repairing it fr me! ok daddy , waaa caya sama luu! :) . ok , i do not have much to update . well , 7th feb is gg to be my brothers birthday. gotta go buy something fr kokor! :) . and to bstie , cant wait fr the 18th march to go out with you !! its gonna be a blast ! weee :)! . i love 2010 la! okay , i'll update real soon okay ? rawr love every-you. :) xoxo , rawrrita signing out peeps  .

random random

That is my frekishly handsome boyfriend . lol , faake ,my idol :)
 Today school was fun , finally got to see my three gee babes . hahahah . english was great , social studies was a bummer . and POA was great great .Chem ? yea , an easy test , scored full marks . yay yay . And yes , meet my graduating peeps ! hahaha . i miss them many many . sighs , i am very the bored now hearing my brothers story of him not gg to schol today . lol . =.=  hahaha . tomorrow is school again ! bummer , its gonna be great but somehow , tiring . i dont want pe please ? hope get to see counseler on friday ! haha , k bloggys , gtg nom , im using my daddy laptop , i wanna watch sisters keepers okay ? thank you very nice people :)

one day , it will come true love .

sundae

Not much to blog about today , but all i have to say is , i love the sunday on twent fourth of january :) ,
xoxo ,
i miss him and tee .

we we're meant to have beautiful hair :)

Webby

Yes , we webied again , but this time cant really see his face though .haha . so , today was a boring day . im geeting plumer staying at home , i miss banyet!meeting her tomorrow ! :) yay! . my hair in th picha is so the messy , yet conversation he say he like ? issh , kadang kadang susah ~! hahaha . Daddy is buying fr me my own modem soon so that wont have to use his modem everytime . waaaah piaang , imma happy bitch sia! haha . my life is getting better by the minute :) . im over that chinese guy . yay! . finally !! .graduate fasterla i dont want to see you face . menyakitkan mata !!! . baaaah , im feeling quite better than two days ago , i had a high feveeer ! boo , it sucks big time! . yea , but well now cause my bestfriend and friends told me to eat my medddyyyscent ! ahaha , kewl kan spelling ? Today tee whole day never txt me . p8 low kot ? i miss him sia , i miss him calling me . :( . booo , i keep on forgetting to forget about you .my blog song! . so , edited ara's blog today was the only hing i did fr someone ! hahaha , wow , i feel good man . so yea peeps, im gonna update real fuckin soon . haha , well , i update almost everyday now , issh , becoming like miza kak ipa ! last time everyday, without fail she update! haha , ily kak ipa! miss my friends! :)

ttyl , rawrrita .



theres always this one person that will always have your heart ,you never see it coming cause you're blinded right from the start .

you or him ?

yes , its hazreen up there . well , i just wanna say to that someone . please , i asked her cause i care okay ? no other reasons . i just did not want you to think diffently . baaaaah . bodoh .ps , dun mind the conversation . hahahaha .


to the person in the pic and tee ,
you have feelings fr me ? idk what to say now . imma ugly girl , yet you and tee want me ? wth ? you guys blind huh ? idk , i'll think about it , just give me time okay ? i'll give an answer soon .:(

hell illness

Im really sick . it started out yesterday . baah . my degree is now 39 going to 40 ?! this is hell . i did not turn up fr school today obviously . Eddy was sick too. Went to ply with him at around 11am . He got 3 days mc , and me 2 . he was not sick like me . haha . so , i was in level 2 and he in level one . like , whats the diff you give us diff levels ? i know , im special . ahha . eddy went to consultation first , but me , after half an hour wait then got to see the doc . fcuk . so slow , pig lagy fast . so , eddy took his medicine bla bla bla . i went to pharmacy , take medicine and paid . and yes . the part where give moey very faast ehh ? haha . Went to my void deck cause he wanted to meet his friends , and not to mention me :) . met peeqa ,sam , diena sayaang! , kat baby!! and miza kak ipa! haha . slacked near block two , gossipssss . went home then cause all of us are hungry! lol . so , here i am , stuck at home , sick , lonely and hurt . anybody volunteer wanna jaga me? hahaha , ok im dome ere . will update asap okay ?maybe not updating tomorrow cause im gg hospital perhaps . ttyl readers . i love kau .

if we got back together , it must be a miracle aye tee ? i dont know....

sweet

i just wanna say how much i have fallen in love with you .
ps , not much to post cause im tired and lazy , sorry readers . i know every post is about me missing somone right ?
i think , its better if i end everything soon , cause nobody wanna see us together...

xoxo ,
tee , im sorry if i made a huge mistake , thanks fr tagging me its real sweet , ilyt , the song i put in my blog is ur fav , but i think its best if we just start over like 3 years ago ? friends ? booooo , im sorry . i'll try to text you up soon okay ? promise .

i miss tee's voice .

love

i miss love so much .
xoxo to tee <3 .

kifuat , monbi miss you la b !

school = boo

I do not wanna go to school tomorrow please ? Can ? tired . this is my 3rd post today.. Texting with tee now , well , we did not meet today . isssh , fucked up . Well , jus a short post , ttyl peeps .

the first thing i do is give you a hug then a kiss then my love :)

miss love

I miss love alot . Im not meeting him today . boo to that . My dad wont let me cause i have to takecare of star at home . boo again . im gping to update more , cause im so freaking bored at home . i miss tee!!! issh , please la . i wanna meet him . booo.
Eddy also nvr txt me , very sad kan ? I know . well , will update soon , real soon .

get me dancing on the dance floor ouh ouh ouh . here we go again .

boooob

My blog is so the irrit .

i miss bby tee and i hate my blogskin .

shit

"I MISS MY MONBI LOVE ."

first january two thousand ten .

misses :(

Rawr miss TEE AND EDD ! gawsh .

not much to update today . school is fun though .

xoxo ,

rawrita

i kissed you goodnight , you told me you'd never leave , and yes , you're still here for now .

hanya satu , only one , only you ?

Okay today was fun . school was GREAT .did i say that ? im starting to love school many many . ok now , point form .

• after school went to her house
• jamming! eh , krg mane tau aku da pandai main guitar!
• me and aidil fav song , face down . rock on la kan .
• sing sing sing .
• bising bising bising
• karaoke karaoke karaoke
• jam jam jam
• snap snap snap
• eat eat eat
• laugh laugh laugh
• cry cry cry cry cry !
• sing again , went home....

eddy !!! like at last get to text him , issssh , i miss him sia . ni kalau dia baca mati . but , wth ? haha. okay , pictures have not been uploaded yet , so pls wait ? pls  ? haha , whatever . and mates , ROCK ON LA KAN!!!! haha .

in a love triangle is really amusing ...

gees and tee

My threegee babes . 
they are totally hilarious and sarcastic , fun , humble ,hyper person like me . duhh . they are fun , like me . wth? everything like me ? haha . okay  , i know its been only 2 weeks of school but i realised that they are a great friend ! isssh , and to others classes babes like syaieqa and riyanita , i love you both also . haha . Study group session soon ! must . im not even sure can study or not ! always laugh when we sat together . isssh . hahahaha! ok , i hav nothing much to update , so , till here then . i'll update soon. real soon ! :) not forgetting my kakak ipa miza , i ly!! iqa , twad , erin , frina ! and to kak kat , diena , ikashy , izaad , fahmi , ayil , and yg clan clan 4i and 4g , haha , ily all too  :)
xoxo ,
rawrrita

T could only talk to me fr half an hour today , so , i miss you la boy!

i miss ___y too . sighs .

none of that

• Waited fr him in school
• for three hours
• come to me with a sad face ,  "b, 24 points."
• (skip the rest , menyakitkan hati)
• fight fr awhile
• got okay
• smile
• he top up fr me
• today nvr otp :(
• SO MUST SLEEP EARLY !!!
• I MISS HIM .
• DUHH , ASSHOLE AH HE .
• MY BATT LOW .
• HE NO MOOD .
• nvm ,tomorrow can meet b at lot kay ?
• must give one big hug!
• chey .
• okay no , im still single .
• big newa , im att !
• haha , no im not .
• seriously im not .
• okay , goodnight ! :)

i still remember the night when we stayed up late together till 4 in the morning . could you be the one ? cause you hugged me when  i was so cold , VERY COLD! :)

i miss the old me

hey there readers , yes  , its been a week since i did not touch my laptop . i was too busy and too lazy to do so . so , its already 11.03 pm ad im still not asleep , im not doing pe tomorrow cause pe with mr.ho sucks! eww! can die . so , im really startng to miss my old hair , my old bodyyyy !! issssh , nk kurus ah , but lazy . hahaha . okay , i got to go now .

to dearest eddy sim jing jie , hopefully kau da baik demam okay ? see you tomorrow in school ass . to my fake boyfriend , taufik , good luck fr your o level results ! wish you the best! :)

xoxo ,

           rawrrita .

i know , evrything changes .

It's because i know i never deserved you guys , so yeah .

sighs

"I JUST WANNA SAY THAT IM GOING TO LOVE 2010 AND IM SO GONNA HAVE A BOYFRIEND!"

PS ,  DIDI , IM SORRY KAY ? I NEVER MEAN WHAT I SAY . :( IMY .

new yar , booooo

People i was with: eddy , syafiqa, li ying and belinda . but i only have peeqa , li ying and eddy pic . Yesterday was okay . i was with eddy and peeqa . my laughing box is hurting me . haha . firstly , i had to go to work, and so i did , peeqa waited fr me , then eddy promised to meet up at yew tee , he came . he and peeqa was like meesing ard with my bag and laptop ! urh . haha , no comment , haha . I knocked off at around 11 . So , i made eddy shocked when he was in the toilet !! haha , his shock was as if his hair was gonna fall off! hahaha . then , sat down using lappy with eddy and syaf . Took few photos . hahaha . I was eating eddy's hershey white chocolate when..........

rawr: *eating chocolate*
eddy:sedap je mkn chocolate??
 peeqa: pasal free!!!
eddy:tau tkper rawr:mesti ahh!!
 eddy: eh , sikit . rawr: gives chocolate to eddy .
eddy: eh , sedap ah , nk lagi....
SUDDENLY ; RIDERS FRM CKCC :woooooooooooooooooooooh!! happy new year!!
 Eddy : DA KOL 12 EH??!!!! (PANIC) .
rawr:da la , da 12.0...1 pon .
eddy: aku dtg nk countdown , ni cow dung!!! .
hahaha , and this is what you get pasal steam sangat mkn chocolate .

hahah , slacked at our smoking area near workplace la , i took ALOT  of eddy pictures , me and him also , and not forgetting peeqa took pic with us too . HAHAH . not many people were w us , but we laugh as if there were 20 people . hahaha. im sorry there is no pictures , cause all of the pics is at eddy hp la kann !! hahah . then went to slacked at mccafe around 3 to 4 plus ??? then , went to eddy's voideck , talked , laughed , play with cats . yeah , bumped into my skandal , hilman . haha . okay , he was so funny telling me stories about his countdown . then , 5plus gg to 6 , all went home . we were so freaking tired! can die sia ! i work some more! hahah . Okay thats all . hope you guys have a great 2010 aye ?
And kepada eddy kawan , upload gmbr cepaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat , aku nk !!! hahah , asap taow ! :)

he was a friend , and i like us that way , friends ,
 ps , i miss booooooooo .