Friday, April 23, 2010

24th ?

Its 12.45 am and im still awake , yes , i got hurt. Well , it isnt fair , what you are saying is , i cant love him  ? Hey , youknow i like you boy , but its just hard for me to love somebody else accept for him . Thanks for hurting me boy , thank you so much  with your wonderful bleeding words . So , yesterday , on 23rd , did not turn up for school . i was really tired . wow . woke up early in the morning around 9 and went to breakfast with kiki . mum and mum's bf . Slacked at lot one until 1? BUMPED INTO MY DEAREST HONEY ZAIDI . And my mum was like , "kurus nyeeeee zaidi~~~" hahaha , you should hear the way she says it . Well , accompanied kiki to do her glasses .wow wow . Went home , and it was raining cats and dogs!!! urggghhhh . Scary. Luckily i was chatting with my heroes afiq andzaidi , totally forgot about the scarrain . well , i probably gonna update another post lataaaa. TTYLLOVES .

remember just 2 days ago we were playing on the rain and everything was so fine?

xoxo ,  rawrrita . 

Sunday, April 18, 2010

BECAUSES ?

Cause i find it hard to believe at times when you say you love me . Well , i got hurt over and over .But it still kept on going . When i wanted to tell , its just so hard to do so , cause i would always be too late . these years have passed , and i have no idea when to tell . Remember the kiss we had ? That game was what made me realise something . But i knw somehow , we can't be together because of other admirers and especially haters . Everytime i had a boyfriend , and obviously its not you, the song that i always listen and set as my ring tone would be thinking of you-katy perry . The phrase which states , "he kisssed my lips i taste your mouth" its true , and now , im getting bad stories about me ? IDK  ,i just need you here probably to tell me things would be fine , cause when im with him , all i could think of was you, _______.

nobody knows...

the love was special but it was never love , love , 
RAWRRITA .

SIGHS .

CONVERSATION DA LAMA NOW THEN UPLOAD SORRY.
HAHA.
 So well , i miss irwan shah!! haha , mane kau ? rindu chatting sama lu laaaahhhhhhhhhhh !! haha  , friends huh! dont think otherwise! aint our convo cute? hahah.
we were like so bOred obvious talk shit kan ? haha , well, yesterday went to lot one with bestfriend,fadhil and miza . AND MET ZAIDI PURRYS!!!!!
hahahah , jealous tk tk tk ?? OK RANDOM . so well , today had photoshot and went to plat lazer quest!! hahaha,  FYI , I AM THE TOP SCORER LA SIOL .561 POINTS AND 860 HITS!!!
CHAMPION AND I EAT HILMAN . photoshootpictures will be uploaded sooonnnnnn . KAY SAYANGS??? So yea , im afraid i would be labelled , and yes , dakene label da perempuan flirt! MATI !!
i make friends but dont flirt , pleaseee dont think wrong of me ? tapi wth , suke hati korang la , tk suke rawrpamje muke kprang gy popot sudah pat geykang , urgh .GERAAAMM!
hahaha . OK DONE ,
#2:
its been 3 years and im waiting still waiting . wow . im not ready for anybody but you. i dare say , IM IN LOVE WITH YOU .
.So please haters , im true to one . and thats ____ _______ BIN ____ ___ . ps , youre the best. So yea , im still awake at 12.19am . I need to goto bed laaaaaaaah! serious! so takecarepeeps , xoxo .

love endlessly to love you love ,
RAWRRITA .

Thursday, April 1, 2010

ive fallen for _____.


(please dont mind my tired facelaaaaa.)I dont have the time to update long fairy tale post , so , yes, i miss my bestfriend so much . luckily took photo just now , i was osprey okay? hahaha, ok, proper post soon aye ? love you guys , xoxo .


i dont how to tell you , should i after all these time? :(