Babes and hunks raya outing

Im just gonna post pictures okay . sorry . i just got home from raya again . please understand . Anyhu , this post is for yesterday! :)

I had fun on 210910

Hey guys , i just reached home . Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow okay ? So , no pictures , no fun to blog , xxx . Blog tomorrow . Anyhu , i was in team blue just now! :) <3333

I can't do this right ?

Hello lovers . xxx . Okay . i went to school today even though i was really lazy . Imma goodgirl i know . School was kinda dull , cause lessons were kinda dry . I saw both of them , but only talked to "e" . "d" ? I know its best for me not to talk to him . So im moving on  , in a few days im gonna be single , yeapyeap . hahahaha! "INSIDE JOKE" . Those who dont know anything fuck off . hahaha . Anyhu , mother and father has been  giving me suckish attitude , i hateit  Big sis is sick . woah  , i dont wanna get infected please ?  hahaha , so , "a" did not text me for the whole day , fuck him . -.- . but f" texted me ! :) . He made my day ... awwww . me miss him . So , wedensday raya outing , gonna be tiring , but , wtheck ? $$$$$$$ . HAHAHA . so . i gtg now peeps , there is school tomorrow . bye lovelies . love! :) .


look , i dont need a liar like you , please , forget us! . move on with yourgf , i hate you , get it ?

Raya with loves

i love my boys , oh ya , too tired to update .im bored , add me in msn! hahahaha , gurl_era@hotmail.com .

dear m ,who are you ?

APOLOGISE

Hello readers  ,sorry for not updating since 2nd day of raya . Im kinda pissed off right now so i wint be updating much . school was kindafun , saw him again , ala , everyday see him la! . hahaha . "a" texted . sighs . can i avoid you both ? i  dont wanna be the third party you know i feel so stupid ? shall text "seronok" later  , tomorrow wanna go school with him la! hahaha . i think ? . so , school has been the best but my loves are graduating soooooooooooooooon :( . me so sad yknow . sighs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .my post is stupid today ,anyway , i will updare a proper post soon . i promise . xoxo  ,rawr .

Dead beat

Hello loves , im dead beat , will blog tomorrow , xoxo . <3
 

Happy Hari Raya !

Im tired . went to geylang jusy now .  i love you all . shall go to bed . gonna get hair and nails done tomorrow . love many many . kiss kiss .

I LOVE MY BABY MANY MANY , MY BABY IS TOMOK YOU KNOW . <3

Hari Raya eve :)

The day has come and it's gonna be Hari Raya tomorrow . Well , this post is especially to my loved ones , 
Rawr mintak maaf kalau ada sakitkan hati sesiapa , terkasar bahasa . Halalkanlah makan minum . Maafkanlah kesilapan rawr  kalau rawr ada buat salah , dan terakhir sekali SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI . Semoga rakan-rakan rawr bergembira selalu ye? Dan ingat la kepada yang sudah tiada , sedekahkan al-fatehah untuk mereka ya ? amin~ .

I really cannot wait for tomorrow! omg omg omg ! :) . Gonna be so happy meeting up with cousins and all . Gonna take alot of pichas with them . Its already 5am  though , i should go to bed soon . Goodbye , to all muskims , enjoy you Hari Raya tomorrow ! <3333 xxxxooooo .

Boy im dumb .

 Hey there guys , i have nothing to post about , so , i found this sweet thing on the net , enjoy ^^ .
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

He's just the one , but he's owned .

Hello darlings .Well , mum bought for me my baju kurung so that means i need not go to geylang yay! . Oh , mum bought baju kurung songket in 4 diff colours , well, i tried the pink one cause the pink one looks nice . Well , today i went to school . For social studies lesson . I was suppose to have maths and physics but i did not sleep the whole day and i was really tired . After school , accompanied wani baby to do her hair treatment , her hair is so soft ! :) . then slacked at macdonald while waiting for art . Then i head home . I help mum arrange things in our new fridge . its huge . i managed to get a short nap and luckily i was not fasting , i cursed alot , like seriously .
Then after helping mum , i decided to use the laptop , and his friend said step up 3 was boring cause i linked to him one video of step up 3 when moose was doing the water scene . sheeeesh , how could his friend said it was boring ? Curse his friend la . hahahha . So , after he got my notification , he went online , aint that cute ? He knows . awww .He went to break-fast again and i was sad  . booohooo . But then i was waiting and waiting , he wasnt online until it was around 8.45 he texted me he was cleaning the house . awww , at least i know he thinks about me ? Is that a good thing ?. So , texted him for awhile and webcammed with socks :) . she called me an animal .  hahaha , cause i was noisy .  hehehe , so out of nowhere he went online again and chatted with him , hehehe , he seems a lil hyper today but who cares ? he's cute ^^ . and hope i can go to school wednesday , hope i can wake up . cause he is having cca . Anyhu , i miss him alot ! :( . Got to go now loves , xoxox . :) .
do you have any idea how wide i smile when i talk to you . ? :)

Because you love to send me smileys .

Today my day was spent in a fun way slacking . Im still having my menses and , i did not fast , sheesh . Met my two best girl syaf and dayah . How i miss dayah . That reminds me , how is she doing with palat ? haha , should text her soon sia . HAHA . Well , slacked with both of them at teck whye cc , we had no better place , so , head to some temptation challenge and went to seat at macdonald , haha . Laughed jock and peeqaa had a faceboook fight with 2 aliens ? pathetic much . haha . Well , whatever it is. Went home and dad bought cinnamon melts and mcwings for me . craving sia . Watched camp rock 2 , it was kinda okay ^^ . fun . haha , demi , stop smiling like you wanna shit , but still , youre pretty . :) . Ugh , i miss that smiley guy so bad , hopes he gets home soon , i wanna talk to you please ? I miss you . hee :P .Anyway , i got school in the morning at 9am , so gotta head to bed soon , love you all . toodles. xoxo .
the dj got us falling in love again .

I feel confused .

Sometimes i wonder , how good it feels to have a boyfriend and finally move on . How good life goes on . But suddenly , when you're in love with someone , your past loves comes back telling you he loves you too much that he can hardly breathe , and your used to be deepest biggest crush says he loves you . Confusion starts running through your mind and you feel that having to fall in love was not a good idea after all , it makes you go confused , But why the hell did they came telling us they love us only when we're seeing someone else and when we're gone . Boys , stop making girls confused , tell us what you really want , stop making last minute choices . For now , i don't know what to do , but all i know is, im utterly confused . :/
you should know i love you , but .......

why must there be fights ?

Well , school was awesome today . But , wani baby was sick and all . Get well soon b! love you .After school , something huge happened at the canteen , which really hurts me to see this happen . Guys can you please just stop all these fights . its a holy month and you know , your fighting with your own religion . thats no good . Oh yes , i care about you guys too , thats why i stopped the fight and blocked you guys from hitting him . can we please end this all ?? . I dont know what would have happened if  wasnt there just now . Please guys  , end all this , your n levels are coming ..... think .

Anyway , me and cuda is still like contacting , but , he has a girlfriend and i should not text him often , if not some bitches will start a rumour about me , that sucks . Anyway , i got to go , update soon you all . xoxo .
i misss daaaaaanhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :) .

sick of it .

Im sick of everything between you and me . you just chose to give up just because of rumours , you know what , you're a coward , but still , you're the coward i will always love . :)

I miss you bloggy .

Hello humans and cyberspace lovers and haters . I know it's been a long time since i blog , ive been busy with school life and love life like obviously , i love it though . So , i already rebind my hair , sighs , how ? does it look okay on me ? well , i dont know , but i did it anyway . HAHA . Life has been very very wonderful for me . With baby and friends by my side , im happy too ! :) . I need not handle stupid friendship dramas like , ugh , irritating . My bestfriend understands me so clearly ! . And , just so you know , my friends ALL wanna be friends naturally and they are not my brother or sister's friend . Im not an extra ! . hahaha , like seriously ? . Ok so , school ? its been good , but , this fasting month i kept on going to school with a sleepy face! . And becoming lazy .  Shall improve . Goodluck to me! :) . love you guys , and hate one of you . xoxo .

i'll dream a teenage dream .