I feel confused .

Sometimes i wonder , how good it feels to have a boyfriend and finally move on . How good life goes on . But suddenly , when you're in love with someone , your past loves comes back telling you he loves you too much that he can hardly breathe , and your used to be deepest biggest crush says he loves you . Confusion starts running through your mind and you feel that having to fall in love was not a good idea after all , it makes you go confused , But why the hell did they came telling us they love us only when we're seeing someone else and when we're gone . Boys , stop making girls confused , tell us what you really want , stop making last minute choices . For now , i don't know what to do , but all i know is, im utterly confused . :/
you should know i love you , but .......