seventh month four days

Im really pissed off w some peple right now . They make my mood go down down . gawsh , i did not upate fr two days . laaaaaggggging . I got a text msg from dearest diena ysterday :) . She said she wont go to sentosa if i dont on the 16th . i promise her i will go cause everyone i know and loves going . i really cant wait to meet her! :) . so , no excuse , i requested off on the 16th and on 27th . WHY 27 ? IM GOING TO SINGAPORE IDOL FINALS! of course baby girl got the tickets cause she and sezairi are cousins!!! great huh ? i know . im going with aisyah , adila, li ying and of course baby girl . well , im still confused , though this feeings are still strong , i dont know whether i should continue or perhaps give up ? i dont understand this at all yknow . i dont even know myself . im confused . somebody help me . And i miss you , every single day . Its the 7month and four days im waiting fr you . :(

ps, peeqa and zai one month coming ! love you guys ! last long . and when i say 1314 , i mean it .